Day 81 and 82: Things are going well

So it's been pretty crazy lately and if you want to pray for me go for it :-)

The sharing is going well and by well I mean I get to do it EVERY DAY in one way or another :-)

If you like maybe we can talk about it all sometime.

I've been learning a lot lately by the way. A ton about myself and a TON about how much I really do need God. Getting stagnant is terrible.
It makes you stupid.

God as always has been totally blessing me recently and I have, not breaking with reality, been soooo unworthy.

Note: I know for a fact that making statements like that can reek of false humility but believe me . . . I know what's up. The blood of Christ all over me is the only thing I can count on. The only thing that makes life worth living. It makes it so I can appreciate and worship like I was meant to. It gives me hope. It gives me life. Sorry if this all sounds super spiritual or something but I can't help it. My life does depend on Him and there is no way to get around it. I wouldn't want it any other way.

For now I must away. More reality is calling and all that means is that life is starting up once again. This time I want to do more . . . I want to be more like He wants me to be. Like the Erik He can see far off and away modeling His Son and my savior Jesus who was, is, and always will be . . . perfect.

God bless and goodnight :-)