Day 65: 65 down . . . 300 to go. Whew.

How about I just make this a lifestyle thing and not worry about how many days are left :-)

The pressure of all of this Go-365 stuff has been building on me more and more and I've realized something. All of this pressure is coming from me.

God wants me to love people like He loves me and that always makes me feel super happy whether someone is super excited to talk about Jesus or not.

Loving people is best when it's going both ways and there's that sweet give and take going on. Still, there's something to be said for loving people when you know they won't or can't give you anything back. That's when you know what's really inside of you.

Tonight I shared with this girl who I use to know pretty well and sort of grew up with. Her life is taking off and I brought Jesus up because . . . because no matter how great things are going "great" just isn't truly great without Him in your life.

I'll warn you now, a sappy comment is coming up. I actually heard it from a friend last who I'm pretty sure got it from someone else. How about I just say it and get it over with. "We all have a God shaped hole in our hearts" and unless God fills that hole we will always be trying to fill it with something else and never be truly satisfied.

Please pray for the people on here. I'd like to know I'm not alone in caring about what happens to these kids and everyone else I talk to. Again, it sounds like sappiness but in the end reaching the lost is important. The reality of it all is this is something a lot of us need to take into account more and on a consistent basis, me included.

We all need to wake up more to what's going on and make sure God's will and call in our lives is playing out the way He would like. We only cheat ourselves when we settle for so much less.

God bless and goodnight kid.