Day 56: Back to scared

"I do not exist," we faithfully insist
while watching sink the heavy ship of everything we knew
if ever You come near I'll hold up high a mirror
Lord, I could never show you anything as beautiful as You

MewithoutYou - "Messes of Men"

Fear crept in today in the strangest way.

Going on 56 days of sharing Jesus and after seeing sooo many cool things happen it felt like I had reached this place where I wasn't sure how to get going.

What if I can't talk to someone?

What if everyone just blows me off?

Early on I knew all of this was bigger than me but today sort of brought that back up.

I felt that vibe that even though no one is making me do this and I want to share Jesus I had to remember how important it is to be saved.

What's on the line?

Salvation.

What was my life like before Jesus came in?

In the end I prayed hard and God helped me :-)

I had one of the best conversations a guy could have with someone who wasn't sure if they were going to heaven.

He was an older kid who knew about Jesus but just needed someone to talk to ya know?

We walked across campus talking about quite a few things until it was time to part ways and just like that it was over.

I pray he gets so much closer to God then he has ever been.

I think one of the best things about the meeting was how it happened.

God just sort of guided the entire deal and it was, I must say, one of the best run-ins ever.

Lesson for the day

Go to God and don't be afraid to ask for help in EVERYTHING!

i need Him and so do you. Once we get over that hump life becomes a whole lot easier.

Praise Jesus!!!

God bless and goodnight kids :-)